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Name: Olivia & Meggin :]]]
Interests:
she's Olivia. :]
she likes:
- God
- rainbows
- springtime
- smiles
- digital cameras
- ice cream
- big sunglasses
- making layouts
- music
dislikes:
- fakes
- "emo's"
- liars
- being ignored
- jockers
Expertise:
she's Meggin. :] she likes:
- God
- music
- friends
- shopping
- family
- church
- taking "emo" pics
dislikes:
- posers
- backstabbers
- cheats
- jerks
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| im backkkk <3 Meggin

i know its not much, i will have more. i promise <3 Meggin | | |
| massive update, & a profile makeover. :]]
Cause I feel like I've been losing you Each night it ends too soon You dont hold me like you used to And your eyes look like they've seen too much Its always some excuse; too tired, too obtuse You look so far removed This time I fear im losing you
& she sits at home watching the lightning, feeling the thunder. wishing you were sitting beside her.
our breath steamed up the window glass as we flew under the overpass, we almost laughed harder than we kissed. you were always something i could never resist
Sometimes I guess you have to take a step back & realize what's important in your life, what you can live with, but more importantly..what you can't live without..
we spend most of our time talking about nothing. but i want to let you know that all those nothings have meant so much more then so many somethings<3
sometimes it`s a sad song, but i can`t forget, refuse to regret, the summer i met you &you took my breath away. it made everyday worth all of the pain that i have gone through.
It was when i saw him Acting like a complete idiot I realized something .. I really love him.
I want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real" and I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd i know you're wise beyond your years, but do you ever get the feeling that your perfect verse is just a lie
you're the worst singer in the world but the fact that you're singing to me, well, it just makes it alright. 
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| mucho overdue for an update. sorry guys. :]] x__Olivia
so make me laugh like you're so good at doing. pull me to the top of the world, and maybe, for a minute, i won't worry about falling.
We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens.It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives.
and in the end. im not perfect. I'll annoy you and tick you off. say stupid things, and then take them back, but put all of that aside, you will never find a girl who loves you more than i do.
Love is when he touches me i become weak. love is when he stops what he's doing so he can look over at me and smile. love is when he knocks into me just to see me smile back at him. it’s when i can’t be angry with him longer than five seconds. it’s the feeling i get whenever i think about him, and knows that he gets that feeling too. it’s when i can feel him stare at me from across the room. its when he listens to everything i have to say even if he doesn’t care. it’s when he jokingly tells me he loves me but really does mean it. love is when he sits beside me when there are ten other available seats. love is when he sits beside me when there are hundreds other available girls. love is how nobody ever makes me the feel the way he does. when he offers me his coat even if it means he would freeze. when he says he'll never leave me. when he sticks up for me. when he offers up his seat. when he sits in my lap just to get a laugh. love is when i can remember everything he has ever said or did. love is when i couldn’t possibly stop the feelings i have for him even though i have tried so hard. love is when he keeps coming back because neither of us can get enough. its when he would never be out of line with me or hurt my feelings intentionally. love is him and me ... just him and me <33 
One night, the moon said to me, 'If he makes you cry, why don't you leave him?' I looked at the moon and said, 'Moon, would you ever leave your sky?'
i don’t think you're leaving. i think you're running. and what i can't figure out is, are you running towards something you want? or are you running away from something you're afraid to want?
when is the age or even the moment when you go from being kids to being something else? people say that we're growing up too fast today. sometimes, adults make it sound like it's our fault, or at least our choice. but how can we not? we feel invincible. we know so much. one thing I don't know is that we're so eager to lose our innocence and i wonder, if one day.. we'll look back and wish we hadn't. 
I knew who I was this morning... but I've changed a couple of times since then. -Alice In Wonderland*
life is like a bicycle. you don`t fall off. unless you quit pedaling.
so don't explain, because i know what you'll say. recycled phrases && mixed up words all trying to cover up the taste of other girls all over your lips
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| guess who. c(x does anyone come here anymore? 'cause if not, keeping this up is pointless.
 
"We're all strangers to our parents, they love us, but they don't really know us, and sometimes before we get a chance to know them, they're gone and then you can't ask them all the things you want to know about turnips or turkey gizzards or what they were like when they were young. Then you never can know them, not really. 'Cause it's too late."
 
You can't swim in a world this shallow

she's not the type of girl to wait by the phone. she won't cry; she knows it'll get her nowhere. she'll laugh a lot & often. and she'll live her own life. she'd like you to be a part of it.. but she'll do just fine without you.
 
Look at your face, it doesn’t shine the way it used to Look at your eyes, they don’t sparkle anymore Look what you’ve done, you’ve ruined it for everyone Who told you that you had to lose your innocence
 
I want somebody to sleep with the rest of my life, & cuddle up during a movie, on a couch. Stay up all night talking about nothing. Get lost in the woods together. Challenge me, challenge him. Talk about dreams, make dreams, make love in the candle light, in the car, in the shower, in the woods while were lost. Have fights, the kind that only really matter just as long as you're having them. Someone I can wrestle with, you know, play hard sometimes & not worry about breaking a nail or an arm. A guy who will bring me flowers, once in a while, maybe a rock too or a shell of some sort. Something he saw that made him think of me, made him think "this might make my girl smile" as he smiles to himself. A guy who wants me, maybe even needs me, just a little, enough to hold onto me with everything he's got
 
The world is filled with unlikely friendships. How do they begin? With one person desperately in need & another willing to lend a helping hand. When such kindness is offered, we're finally able to see the worth of those we had previously written off. & before we know it, a bond has formed, regardless of whether others can understand it. Yes, unlikely friendships start up every day. No one understands this more than the lonely. In fact, it's what they count on. *Desperate Housewives*
 
Sometimes it's best to forget what you feel & remember what you deserve.
 
You never think the last time is the last time. You never think there wont be more. You think you will have forever. But you don't.
 
I'm a pool of imperfections. Sometimes I'm moody. I can get angry easily. I listen to my music way too loud. And I don't always put a good foot foward. I can snap at people, but of course I don't mean to. I hold things off until the last minute, and sometimes I just don't want to make a first move so things go undone. I can be messy, confusing, and even a little careless at times. The thing is, I can see past all that. I see past it all and still love the skin I'm in. So I'm standing here asking you to do the same. Is it so hard?

he's so confusing..some of the things he says to me make me believe that he really
does like me, and then some other things he says make me believe that, im just a girl who never crosses his mind..

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